
I’m wondering if this will ever end. If the difficulties and hassles associated with joining the police are ever going to end, and if they will infact be worth it.
Who would have thought that the Commonwealth bank can be so inconsistent with their international policies. A couple of days ago I banked 2 cheques in Canadian dollars; and they were quite happy to take $10 off each of them as a fee. Today I go to have a bank cheque drafted in Canadian currency and #1. can not do it and #2. would have charged me $20 Australian for the pleasure. Yet another hassle. I have to go to Westpac to have a bank cheque drawn up, including paying an extra fee cause I do not bank with Westpac.
Every time I look around there’s more hassles, and more expenditure. Australia Post are fucking rip off fucking merchants. Fucking $19.10 to registered post 6 sheets of paper and a fucking cheque to fucking England. Fucking Bastards. I’m so angry, and frustrated and tired of all the fucking messing around that this is costing me.
The fucking about it’s doing with my head. I fucking thought it was all over, and that it was just the waiting when I finished the fucking application. It’s not. A fucking long way from it.
Then Woolworths didn’t have any broccoli. I grudgingly got asparagus instead and got it all home, including the bread and milk I was told to buy only to get a phonecall telling me their plans had changed. They were no longer going out for dinner and were eating in. The rest of the conversation was something like this:
What are you having for dinner?
Chicken and vegies.
Can we have chicken stir fry?
No.
Why not?
Cause I’m having chicken & vegies.
Can you make chicken stir fry?
No. I’m making chicken & vegies.
Why can’t you make chicken stir fry?
I don’t want chicken stir fry.
Long story short – we’re not having fucking chicken stir fry.
Golf was pretty shit again today. Went around in about 25 over. Have developed a hook on just about everything from my 8 iron up, with the exception of the driver. My putting was ok today. My first putts were a lot better, in terms of getting close enough for a simple tap in for the 2nd putt, but then a lot of them hit the cup, even somewhat rolled in and did a 90 degree turn before flicking back out again. I was hitting the ball well enough, when driving today but the last hole fucking pissed me off. I drove well enough that it would have rolled to about 20 short of the green when I took the short cut, but it fucking hit a tree and shot back out onto the 17th fairway. I don’t know why I’m playing badly at the moment. I can’t quit, cause Dad brought the clubs and is really excited about me playing (in fact, he rang me last night to ask how the golf is going) but I can see no point in continuing if I’m crap.
2:29
826 cal, 46%
AHR: 117
MHR: 143
The bag felt light today, even though realistically there was nothing different to what I usually carry in there. I thought that that may have been a bit of a result, in terms of strength from the training that I’ve been doing. My legs felt fresh, even under the load, right to the 18th, where they started to tire a little going up the hill. My heart rate was noticeably lower this round, and I’ve noticed that it seems to sit lower in the zones while doing stuff. Fitness result maybe. Although with my current form on everything, I’m sure that something will happen to fuck it up. I think my golf shorts were looser this morning, but again, not sure. I wish I had of taken measurements initially. I’m going to buy a tape tomorrow and start taking them.
Gym before doing stuff in town this arvo. 5 x 5 program A. Was good enough, the squats are getting tough, even though I’m only at 40k; but it’s good to feel as though I need to work. I want someone to look at my technique, but I’m not sure that I trust any of the trainers, and their ‘training’ enough to get them to look at my form.
Squat – 40
Bench – 35
Inv. Row – 13, 9, 7
Push ups – 13, 8, 4
Rev Crunch – 3 x 12
5 mins bike
36:19
207 cal, 42%
AHR: 118
MHR: 156
Even my AHR for the weights session was quite low today. Hoping it’s fitness, but I feel sure that with my luck at the moment it’s probably bradycardia.